Ugh.. Well… there it goes… I got bullied a lot when I was 13… I had only a few close friends at that age…. I lost my dad when I was 14… at 15 my best friend died in front of my eyes.. After a few days my great grandma died… She was the only person that cared about me … Because I was living with her… and my parents were in Brooklyn.. at 15 I moved to NY I had no friends because I didn’t know english.. so all I was doing is staying home…and eating… next year I got really fat…250 pounds… because I never went outside to play with kids because they were making fun of me … When I went to school people were calling me fat and ugly all the time.. Thats why I have low self esteem problems…I helped a lot of people that needed my help… but the saddest part that no one ever helped me with my problems when i asked for help…. I used to cut a lot because I hate my life… I was trying to commit a suicide a few times… but it didn’t work out.. it ended up with breaking my legs and my arms… because I was trying to get hit my a car…I used to trust everyone… but now I only trust a few people… Ugh… That’s pretty much it… lame isnt it? there is more tho.. But w.e..
here are some of my problems .___.
family problems… friend problems… girl problems.. trust issues … low self esteem… anxiety… etc… but it don’t matter. Just talk to me if you ever need advice.
